Dec2
Couple of days ago, there are 2 suicide incidents on 2 large malls here in Jakarta. Both victims climbed the fences on the fifth floor and jumped down to the center of those 2 different malls. On the first incident, the victim actually jumped in front of her family who accompanied her to the mall. Deep condolences to the family.
That being said, I really can’t imagine what the victims are going through that make them decide to commit suicide right in that spot? I’m not and have no right to judge suicide, because there are just some people who go through things that maybe beyond what i can comprehend. I get that. But, what can be so devastating that make them can’t wait until he/she get to a more private place to do it? after all suicide is a really private business. Unless if thy are trying to make some sort of statement that is.
Surely, there are lots of other boring way to exit this miserable world such as OD on pills, drinks cleaning products, slit your wrist, blow your head up with a gun, etc but jumping off fifth floor is really a dumb way to go. I mean come on! you could ended up paralyze for life instead of dead, which is worst.
just sayin’ ok!
So what would be “the way” for me? I guess it will involve sky diving from a cliff or plane (or something). So on the long free fall way down i still get to think if there is really no other way for me. Who knows if the adrenalin kick in and I suddenly realize that i still have so much to live for and decide pull the parachute instead (which will be great because i get some kind of second chance), or stick to the suicide plan (which will be great too, because mission will definitely be accomplished in a awesome way)
Again, just sayin’
Oct16
Cloudy with a chance of meatballs is awesome! inventing a device to turn water into food rain of cheese burger and ice cream and pancake and meatballs is so frikkin’ imaginative and genius!
After watching the movie, i really want to eat meatballs pasta! *ngiler* And because i can not make meatballs pasta rain, i figured the next logical thing is to cook it myself. So…ta dahhh…
In case you are wondering, this is macaroni with meatballs. I know it’s not much of a looker but it is actually edible!
Oh okehhh, maybe i should just go to pasta de waraku
I decided that i’m sick of my diet already so i’m quitting. It’s been 1,5 month and my total weight loss is 2kg. A bit short of my 5kg target, but it’s ok because all my pants can fit allright now, and that is what’s count for me.
To celebrate the and of the diet misery, i had these!!! cold stone vanilla ice cream with reeses, kit-kat & pie crumb toppings. Ice cream, chocolate, peanut butter & cookies in a package? Taste like heaven. continue reading »
It’s been 2 weeks since i start my diet and the herbalife agent came yesterday to control the progress by doing some weighing and measuring. I must admit that i was pretty dissapointed to find out that i only lose 1 kg !! With all the strict diet & no dinner rules, i guess i was expected to lose more.
However, my waist & hips measurement is less 4cm, that’s the good news.
2 more weeks to go!
Jul24
I’m on my 9th diet day and I’m feeling great! The tight jeans is not so tight anymore!! I stop feeling hungry (i think my body finally adjust to the diet change) and i actually feeling lighter!. Probably because the fact i stop eating out every night.
Thing were not always looking up though. The second day was the worse, because all i can think of is food that i can not have for 30 days. And i actually fell sick for 3 days. I was not sure it was just the flu or the detox effect. If it was the detox effect, well i hope all the bad things is out of my system for good.
21 days to go!!!
Ps. is 1 chunk of white almond chocolate is considered cheating?
